Undesirable

Honey, look. It’s Miss Undesirable. Wrong… no one ever dared to look at Miss Undesirable. She’s the disappointment in the eyes of those who expect a good looking lady. Miss Undesirable is disappointed in what she sees in the mirror herself. She’s probably too fat, too big, too manly… too… too much.

Too much what?

Miss Undesirable has come up to be one after multiple failures to find love. She could not acquire one in the real world and now she’s being torn digitally. Once shown what she looks like, the potential lover leaves slowly just to be polite but Miss Undesirable already expects it even from the beginning.

What is it that is wrong with her that pushes people away? I guess she’s nice. She has some things going on. She’s learning how to be better… She’s okay. She’s probably just not fit for the standards of everyone who appears to be desirable. Is this some God’s plan? or som voodoo shit that she just accepted that people will always leave once she shows her face so they really leave?

Yuck

She’s tired. Not by looking for love, but she’s used to people leaving. She will never find one and that’s okay.

She will just keep living with sadness in her heart. No one will ever desire her.

But her.